JANUARY 23.
ever have those days right before everything you know is about to change? and you can see it coming and you’ve been waiting for it for months but now that it’s actually happening you dont necessarily feel ill prepared but you wish you could see just, maybe a few days or weeks into the future just to make sure everything works out the way you think it should? like you’re not really looking over the edge of the precipice but you’re approaching it slowly one foot in front of another and you can’t stop yourself from walking!
tomorrow is the first big step in a series of big changes that are going to happen within the next week and i don’t know. i would say i feel ready but i’m almost never ready for anything so i can’t tell if this is what it actually is supposed to feel like.
i’ve lived in this house since I was around.. 9 years old which means it’s old and so am I. now i’m moving from it this week after i finish this test and i don’t know. it’s not like last time when is said “see you in four years” it’s more like “my mom’s turning my room into a guest room because i don’t live here anymore.” and that is weird. not upsetting or sad really but honestly, just strange.
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